Back again

I've been dying to let my feelings out lately. Haha. Tumblr really wasn't the place for that since lots of family & friends from school have my tumblr. I wanted something more secure to me & just something for me to look back at & read.

I hate how it all ended that way, but everything happens for a reason, right? I don't wanna sound cocky or anything, but I never hang out with girls anymore. I'm always around guys now, & it's not just because I joined the boys football team because before I did, guys were already all over me. I just never talked about it. So many of them like me. I don't even remember chilling with a girl last night. Besides Amber :)

I'm always with a big group of guys, if not, then just one guy. They all like me.. like like like me. And the bad part about that is, they're all bros & some are even cousins. Like whaaaaat the fuck?! If I choose to give a chance to one of them, then the rest are going to hate him. You know? 'Cause no one called dibs & etc. I don't know. I've had my eye on this one boy though. :) The rest of them just give me unnecessary attention that I don't want. Hell, most of them already have girlfriends. Why are you all up on my waste & kissing all up on me? Boy, you lucky your girl aint here to witness your ass being unfaithful. But anyways. I just don't want to get back into a relationship that fast. They never work out for me. And yes, I know I've had over 7 boyfriends but don't judge me because you don't know my stories yet. If I trust you enough, I'll tell you all about my past relationships boo.

I don't want to get back into a relationship, but yet I don't want to break anymore hearts. But in order to avoid a broken heart, I have to break hearts. Right?

Friends with benefits. Let's all just stick with that. No love, no clinging, no hurt feelings & no broken hearts. Just fucking around & having fun. Promo?